What the crap right? I am not good at updating. LOL I do have writer's block so I'm stooping to the level of answering the random question they constantly push at us on here.
Least favorite day: Tuesday. Monday's suck, but what sucks more is having Monday behind you (especially if it was horrible) and not even being halfway through the week. You still have 3 more days to suffer through work or school depending on what you're doing in life.
Favorite day: Sunday. Despite the slight tainting that it has from being the day before Monday, Sunday is good because you're rested from Saturday and still have the whole day to do what you want.
Okay, so now that that's out of the way; I don't remember when I wrote last. I'm pretty sure it was a while ago. Yeah, almost a year ago. This time last year was much better than what's going on now. Yes, I was still taking French as far as I remember, but it was still better than this. I think I was taking Existentialism at the same time. I was taking two summer classes and interning here, at Paramount. The job itself is nothing bad I suppose. Very easy. Too much, but easy. It's just not what I want to be doing and I honestly don't see it leading anywhere near where I want to be - though I must admit one of the women I work with totally just enabled me to write a story that seems like it'll be very fun to do. Nevertheless, I want to go home. I want to hang out with my dogs. I want to go back to school only because it's this time where you "work" and then have most of your stuff to do at home which would really only take a few hours to do all of it, but you generally just screw around until the last minute and have to work brilliantly under pressure to get it done. Which is what I did... Every time. I tried writing a paper early once. I got a C on it. Every other time I waited until the night before and got A's. It makes no sense.
I want to start more stuff outside of work. I want to go to the gym. I want to take a class at the community college. I want to go out with friends - if I still have them. I want to make NEW friends. I want to travel. I want to make a list of all the shit that I want to do because there's no way I can do this all within the next couple of months. Especially sailing. I want to learn to sail but the classes for that are usually during the summer. I missed it this year. If I'm still working at this job next year I'll take it next summer. If not, maybe someone else can just teach me. I don't know. I think I had more to say, but I'm getting distracted.
Least favorite day: Tuesday. Monday's suck, but what sucks more is having Monday behind you (especially if it was horrible) and not even being halfway through the week. You still have 3 more days to suffer through work or school depending on what you're doing in life.
Favorite day: Sunday. Despite the slight tainting that it has from being the day before Monday, Sunday is good because you're rested from Saturday and still have the whole day to do what you want.
Okay, so now that that's out of the way; I don't remember when I wrote last. I'm pretty sure it was a while ago. Yeah, almost a year ago. This time last year was much better than what's going on now. Yes, I was still taking French as far as I remember, but it was still better than this. I think I was taking Existentialism at the same time. I was taking two summer classes and interning here, at Paramount. The job itself is nothing bad I suppose. Very easy. Too much, but easy. It's just not what I want to be doing and I honestly don't see it leading anywhere near where I want to be - though I must admit one of the women I work with totally just enabled me to write a story that seems like it'll be very fun to do. Nevertheless, I want to go home. I want to hang out with my dogs. I want to go back to school only because it's this time where you "work" and then have most of your stuff to do at home which would really only take a few hours to do all of it, but you generally just screw around until the last minute and have to work brilliantly under pressure to get it done. Which is what I did... Every time. I tried writing a paper early once. I got a C on it. Every other time I waited until the night before and got A's. It makes no sense.
I want to start more stuff outside of work. I want to go to the gym. I want to take a class at the community college. I want to go out with friends - if I still have them. I want to make NEW friends. I want to travel. I want to make a list of all the shit that I want to do because there's no way I can do this all within the next couple of months. Especially sailing. I want to learn to sail but the classes for that are usually during the summer. I missed it this year. If I'm still working at this job next year I'll take it next summer. If not, maybe someone else can just teach me. I don't know. I think I had more to say, but I'm getting distracted.
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